Innermost Being Blog

God’s plans for exiles

To live in exile is to be expelled or banned from your native country. In a recent sermon series, my pastor compared being a Christian in America today to living in exile. One of the sermons was based on Jeremiah 29, A Letter to the Exiles.

In the letter, Jeremiah passed on the word of God to the Isrealites. God told them to go about their normal day-to-day lives. “Build houses and settle down; plant gardens and eat what they produce. Marry and have sons and daughters…”

He told them to seek peace and prosperity for the city of Babylon. Pray for it.

The letter included a warning to watch out for deception. “Do not let the prophets and diviners among you deceive you. Do not listen to the dreams you encourage them to have. They are prophesying lies to you in my name. I have not sent them,” declares the Lord.

God allowed the Jews to be exiled. The exile was part of his plan. God promised that when seventy years of exile were completed, he would come and fulfill his promise to bring them back.

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Jeremiah 29 :11

Seventy years! What would it have been like to know that you would spend a lifetime in captivity?

When you are going through dark times, the years drag on. It’s hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. It’s hard to get through even one year of political turmoil and division.

The lesson for me in Jeremiah’s letter is to buckle up for the ride. I have no control over what happens in the next four years. I don’t know what the future holds. I could very well spend the rest of my life living in a country that is divided politically.

I do have control over how I live my life. When living in exile, I can go about my life as normally as possible. Spend time with friends and family. Continue to seek God with all my heart. Savor the beauty all around me. Celebrate the goodness.

That doesn’t mean that I will acquiesce. I will never bow down to the MAGA god. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. I will stand firm in my faith and stay true to his messages of love, grace, and forgiveness. I will seek peace, and I will pray for my country.

Hope is found in exile

Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego could have bowed down to King Nebuchadnezzar’s gods to avoid the furnace and save their lives. They chose to be faithful regardless of the consequences.

Then Nebuchadnezzar said, “Praise be to the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, who has sent his angel and rescued his servants! They trusted in him and defied the king’s command and were willing to give up their lives rather than serve or worship any god except their own God.

Daniel 3:28

Our lives are built around ease and comfort. We do everything we can to avoid the furnaces of life – the dangerous, difficult places.

Sometimes, the places or situations we want to avoid are  the places we meet God and find hope. God is with us in the flames!

We do not need to defend ourselves. We do not need to fight the battles. God is able to deliver us in every situation.

God did not deliver Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego from the furnace. He delivered them in the furnace.

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,

1 Peter 1:3 NIV

Lord, I worry needlessly in these trying times about the schemes of the wicked. You are with me. You are my living hope.

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff comfort me.

Psalm 23:4

Living in Exile

Before the 2024 presidential election, my pastor launched a sermon series entitled Life in Exile. The first week, he asked, “How do you know you are in exile, and how can you be in exile in America?” The sermon was based on Daniel chapter three.

The Bible story

Nebuchadnezzar, the king of Babylon, besieged Jerusalem. Jews were captured and exiled to Babylon. Nebuchadnezzar ordered the chief of his court officials to select several Israelites from the royal family and nobility to serve in his palace. Those chosen were to be trained for three years and to learn the Babylonian language. Daniel was one of the men chosen to serve the king, along with three other men that the Babylonians renamed Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego.

In chapter three, King Nebuchadnezzar made an image out of gold. He gathered officials together to dedicate the image. The king’s herald proclaimed to all the nations and peoples:  “As soon as you hear the sound of the horn, flute, zither, lyre, harp, pipe and all kinds of music, you must fall down and worship the image of gold that King Nebuchadnezzar has set up.” He declared that anyone who defied this command would immediately be thrown into a blazing furnace.

Word got back to King Nebuchadnezzar that Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego were disobeying the king’s commands. They were not serving the king’s gods and were not worshiping the golden image.

King Nebuchadnezzar was furious! He summoned Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego and told them that if you worship my gods and the image of gold, all will be well. If you don’t, you will be thrown into a blazing furnace.

Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego refused to bow down to Nebuchadnezzar’s gods and were thrown into the furnace. A fourth man, thought to be Jesus, appeared in the fire with them, and they were unharmed.

Israelites were physically banished from their homeland and had to assimilate to the Babylonian culture. They had to learn the language. To avoid execution, they had to abandon their own God.

The Sermon

The sounds of musical instruments were the signal to bow down and worship Nebuchadnezzar’s gods. Pastor Bob pointed out that the list of sounds in Daniel 3:5 – the horn, flute, zither, lyre, harp, pipe and all kinds of music – was repeated verbatim in three more verses: seven, ten, and fifteen. He asked the congregation to read the list multiple times. The repetition was a driving, relentless rhythm that would have been hard to ignore.

So, how can you be in exile in America if you are not physically banished from the country as the Israelites were? American culture encourages people to bow down to things and to other versions of the truth.

Although we are not tempted today to worship images of gold, we face idolatry that is subtle and more dangerous. An idol is anything that becomes the most important thing in your life. If you are a Christian, Christ is supposed to be Lord of all. If he is not Lord of all, he is not Lord at all.

Whenever you hear the relentless rhythm driving people to conform to their master, have the courage to not bow down.

My thoughts on living in exile

Christians should not conform to the ways of the world. We are to submit to being transformed by Jesus Christ. In not conforming, we choose to be exiled from the secular American culture.

Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

Romans 12:2 NIV

My pastor said that King Nebuchadnezzar was an insecure narcissist full of rage. I immediately thought to myself, “he sounds like Trump.” Donald Trump is a narcissist, and he is motivated by rage and grievance. He gets very angry at anyone who opposes him and at anyone who does not praise his greatness.

When I thought about the sermon, it occurred to me that I am an exile among exiles. I live in exile from other Christians. By that, I mean that not only do I not conform to the ways of the world, but I also do not fit the pattern of American Evangelicals.

I have not adopted the language of evangelical Christians. You will not hear me bemoaning people who are “woke” or complaining about cancel culture. You won’t hear me whining about immigrants taking our jobs. You won’t hear me saying that families will be destroyed if LGBTQ people have civil rights. You won’t hear me condemning women for choosing to end their pregnancies. That’s between them and God.

And I will not bow down to Trump. I will not give him praise that he does not deserve. A bad tree will never produce good fruit.

Likewise, every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them.

Matthew 7:17-20 NIV

For years now, many Christians have been listening to a relentless driving rhythm that drowns out the voice of Jesus Christ. This includes “news” programs that are nothing more than propaganda targeted to conservative Christians, preachers with a political agenda, etc. In their quest for power or ratings, false teachers repeat messages that provoke anger and the fear of others. These messages drown out Christ’s messages of love, mercy, and grace.

For the second time in eight years, Christians overwhelmingly chose a profoundly ungodly man to lead them – a man who is the complete opposite of the One who is supposed to be their one true king. Christians claim that they are trying to take the country back for God, yet forsake his word in the process.

Christians have succeeded in acquiring political power through a Faustian bargain.

People are leaving the church because of the hypocrisy of people who call themselves  Christians.

Thankfully, my pastor avoids talking about politics. I have chosen to remain in my church and to worship alongside people who were willing to sacrifice Christian morality for political power. I pray for them.

Speaking out against MAGA

I tried really hard the past four years to avoid posting anything political on Facebook. What good did my silence do? I avoided arguments, but did I make a difference? Did I stand up for what’s right?

A few days ago, several strangers – MAGA trolls – attacked me on Facebook (calling me retarded, questioning my sanity, and other things too vulgar to repeat) all because I posted, on a Biden page, that what I will miss about his presidency is human decency.

I am not a Biden fan, but I do not dislike him. I wish that he had not run for reelection. But he is a decent human being.

What motivates people to troll the page of a person with whom they disagree? Hatred is my guess.

Americans have been fed a steady diet of lies by MAGA. The trollers are doing exactly what their leader has trained them to do. Hate your enemies. Live in fear of others, especially immigrants and LGBTQ.

Christians, including loved ones and those who sit in the pew with me, are being led astray. Their faith has become transactional.

When did it become wrong to value basic human decency? When did dehumanizing immigrants, sexually assaulting women, hating your enemies, and lying pathologically become acceptable to Christians?

My mother didn’t go to church, but she taught me to be a decent human being, to treat other people with dignity and respect. She taught me to accept people for who they are.

Earlier this year, my Christian sister  demanded that I stop speaking when I criticized Trump in response to her criticism of Harris. Later, she said that she does not pass judgment on Trump. (She does pass judgment on others, however).

My mother taught me that if you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say anything at all. But today, silence feels like complicity.

In the last few days, I found a couple of channels on YouTube that encouraged me and gave me hope. One of them is Culture, Faith, and Politics, hosted by a retired pastor named Pat Kahnke. He encouraged his listeners to find your channel of resistance.

This page is my channel. I pay for it. I will use it to speak out!

God, give me the courage to speak out against the MAGA movement and Christian Nationalism. Thank you for showing me that it is not only right to resist. It’s my Christian duty.

Creative Play

What was the last thing you did for play or fun?

I am not a creative person by nature. A couple of my sisters are, though, and when we get together, they find creative projects to do.

A couple of years ago, we painted little sleds.

Recently, I saw a picture of a wreath made with wine bottle corks. There was a link to the crafter’s website that explained how to make one. It looked like something that even I, a non-crafty person, could do.

I had been saving wine bottle corks for years, with the intention of eventually making something with them.

I bought a straw wreath base and used a glue gun to glue corks around the outside and inside of the wreath. Next, I glued corks on the surface randomly, which was perfect for a non-perfectionist. I salvaged decorative items, including little pine cones and plastic grapes, from other Christmas decorations and attached them to the wreath. The result is not perfect, but I think it turned out pretty well.

More importantly, it was fun! I got to play with my glue gun! And my cat had fun batting corks around the room!